The worse I get, the further I find myself trying to look ‘normal’.
Before, all I would wear were tshirts and not even bothering to try and find the strength to put on makeup.
Now I dye my hair sporadically, shave my eyebrows off out of spite, glue shit to my face for no reason, and relate to no creature that exists.
I am an alien being. Maybe it’s in relation to me not feeling as if I deserve to be myself, or a person in general.
I am nothing but absurd looking mass that causes a strain on the eyes most days.
Anyone else like this?